Music Video: JMSN - Hotel
Below is the explanation of the music video:
The girl, which we will refer to as…let me think…how about jane?
Jane is not part of my life and my future like she used to be. She used to be a big part of it, if not the whole thing.
So I go on sharing these moments and doing these things with someone who’s not really there anymore. She’s happy doing these things with someone else and I’m left with her spirit/body. This doesn’t give me anything back but still feels very real because perception is reality. At this point it’s better than nothing.
The bloody bath is to explain how we try to clean away reality when were really still soaking in it. Even though its off our skin its still all around us. You cant escape reality. You have to accept it. Not saying you can’t make your reality. That’s a whole different conversation that we wont get into right now. We’ll get into that soon enough.
When I drop the bag out in the ocean I’m getting closure. I’m letting that part of me go and float away. You eventually have to move on from the death of anything. Wether it be real or metaphorically. Wether it be a relationship, a situation, or a loss of a human life.
This picture was to show that process of closure and moving on. Going through the memories I had with her to face them and finally put them to rest. Because that part of my life is dead.
“She’s happy. Without me.”